Thursday, 20 September 2012


Mse nk buat blog ni mlm td, ak ttba jd x keruan sgt. Rase x sabar2 nk create a blog, then spntas kilat capai phone and call my hubby, mintak izin die, blh x if i nk buat blog. Then, he gave me a green light! For that particular time, i do felt happy and excited. Finally, i've my own blog! But, suddenly when i woke up this morning, slowly i feel regret. regret of creating this blog. DOnt know why..maybe bnda ni smua tlalu cpt bg aku. I'm not used to changes cause i hate it soooo much! I hate a new environments, i dont know how to make friends until someone approaches me and wanna make me as their friend instead!  Truk kan aku ni? Ak x sombong, but i just dont know how to make a first step in anything.

'J'm a very2 shy person actually. If you do know me well, you'll know how shy i am. Aku hnye reti bmesra and rapat dgn org2 yg rapat dgn aku je. Klu da rapat ngan aku, haa..then u'll know btapa gile2 nye prangai aku ni. But, i had a principle. When it's time to go crazy, i'll say lets go bananas!! but, when it's time to get serious, i'll say, stop fooling around cause it's not funny at all! 

Now? slowly i calm myself down saying that if u worked hard enough to achieve what u want in ur life, then u'll get it. Just dont give up for now, cause remember..there's a rainbow behind every dark cloud!  We just need to stay calm and be patient! right guys?

Actually, ak ni slalu buat kje sparuh jalan je. Bak kate pepatah, hangat-hangat tahi lembu. lah, hangat - hangat tahi ayam..cause, ntah la. mula2 je ak bsemangat nk achieve something, then da mls da. 

Ak prnah ckp kt my earlier post yg my ambition is to be a novelist right? but, smpai hari ni x jadi2 lg..why? ce teka? sbb hangat-hangat tahi ayam tu la, ak x jd novelist smpai skrg! jahat kan tahi ayam tu? Dahsyat btul pgaruh tahi die. hahaha, i'm just kidding!  Actually, ak da start writing cerpen and novel since form 5 lg...novel ak pun da smpai bab 7, but trbengkalai cam tu je sbb x de mood sgt nk smbung mnulis. mls mguasai diri ni. 

So..trbiar je la manuskrip ak tu. trkubur la impian nk jd novelist. but, who knows, after da kawin nnti, ak smbung mnulis balik? haaa...time tu mgkin la, mgkin cita2 ak akn trcapai dgn jayanye! ;) 

For this blog, i'll make sure it will always alive even when i'm dead! (Ayat hiperbola sgt).
just nk make sure, yg kali ni i wont let that tahi ayam mess with my will ever again! So..tahi ayam, you better watch out tau! Da~~~  ;)

HoME SWEet HOme!

Hye guys,it's me again! Currently, i'm home..just for a while. balik nk amik bju utk pg mjlis pra graduate je, then i'll be heading back to london Malaysia. HAhaha!Its lendu, actually. WHy? cause i'm officially a student at UITM. Although i balik skejap je, but my house is my favourite place! Always be! Rase tenang je bile balik umah...(mcm la tmpt blaja ak tu jauh sgt kan? lendu je pun nis oi...) around 30 minutes da blh smpai uma da, but ape blh buat kan? For me, my house is my everything! Dpt balik jmpe my parents..dpt hangout in my lovely room...super duper best! Wlupun kdg2, when i'm home, i'll be all alone cause both of my parents are working late till night, but still, i'm glad to be home. 

hmm..thats all! ;)

Wednesday, 19 September 2012

An EvENt at 12.13 aM!

hye everyone!  First of all, i would like to had an opening about my self. I'm ANIS BTE ASHIKALI, a sweet 20 years old girl. You can call me anis as my nme only contain those four alphabets. Wondering why it is only "ANIS"? I dont have an answer for that, but as far as know, i love to be an ANIS as i know and learn the fact that there's no other me in this loveable world! 

Today, i had made a big step ahead in my life . What is it actually? I used to said that my ambition is to be a novelist one fine day, but until now, the day has never even come in my life. But, something else did! I dont know where did i collect something called "brave" but tonight i'm already become a blogger than a novelist instead! Yes, i'm proud! At least, i have achieve and ready to make a big changes in my life. Kite hidup sekali je dalam dunia ni, so why not we try to make our life more colourful and full of memories so that one day ahead, we can look back at our life, and smile brightly as we connecting the dots of moments that full with a lovely treasures. Right guys? 

I used to say to myself that i do feel like wanna create a blog, just to share about the mystery of life, but i also do feel that actually, i need to give my life a privacy. If everything needs to be told, there wouldn't be a mystery at all. But, i guess, i change my mind on this very day, on this very night. I do hope you guys will accept me as a newbie and do follow my blog as i will keep updating it. I'm not an artist, i'm not a special girl, but i'll try my best to live my life as I want! 

I guess that's all from me for the time being...hye again, and bubbye for now!